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Bad Impulse


Head throbbing.
Vision blurred.
Eyes burning.
Pain. Fear. Sorrow. Empty. Alone. Useless. Ugly. Worthless. Stupid.

No more. No more, ever. End. Now. Please make it stop. End it. Nothing left. No hope. No choice. Nothing.
I can't. I just can't.
Help. Let me go. Help. End it. Help. Make it go away. Help. Forget.

No. Please, no.
Pain. Fear. Anguish. Always. Never love. No love. No life.
Dead already. Finish it. Now.
Alone. Alone. Alone.

 


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Bad Impulse, by Paul Cales, © May 2001