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I am back from my first break in posting in seventeen years. I was visiting my parents in Florida, and my laptop broke down leaving me no way to write and post Journal entries. Today I was lucky and Apple was able to make repairs in store within an hour.

With this break from seventeen years of daily entires, though, i have come face to face with the fact that I haven't been doing well enough here. I post every day but with nothing of consequence. This is due to a disappointing and frustrating life in the real world, and you deserve better. So I think - after a few years of consdering it but always waiting - I will now stop daily posting. I'm not going to set any anticipated posting schedule because I want posts to be worth writing and worth reading. I will post, but probably not very often to start as I am still in a pretty bad place and just don't have it in me ... but I will be back with things now and then.

Thank you for visiting here and reading. I wish I could have had more for you - and I hope that someday soon I will have more - but for now this is as good as it gets.

Posted at 3:13 PM
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divider November 21, 2017

Snow. Too soon..

Posted at 7:37 AM
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divider November 20, 2017

More of the same.

Posted at 7:36 AM
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divider November 19, 2017

Tired still.

Posted at 7:49 AM
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divider November 18, 2017

The grind returns ...

Posted at 7:42 AM
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divider November 17, 2017

Yawn.

Posted at 8:06 AM
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divider November 16, 2017

Hi-ho, hi-ho ...

Posted at 7:52 AM
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theDREAMER
name: paul cales
alias: theDreamer
age: 48
zodiac: pisces (on the cusp of aries)
sexuality: gay
status: single : ( ... but always looking : ) ...
location: toledo, ohio
occupation: tax preparer/ looking
click here for more details

CONTACTS
e.mail: [email protected]
AIM: [email protected]
Twitter: theDreamworld
guestbook: view and sign
message board: share your thoughts

STORIES
Hope, Need & Fear
Chapter 1: Everything is Wrong

A Few More Keys
Blue & Gold
I Was Blind But Now I See
Last Defense
Living the Dream
Of Dreams and Nightmares
One Evening at the Center of the Universe
On the Riverwalk
Out of the Frying Pan
Paper Heart
Point of Origin
The Damned
Turning Five to Zero
When Does It Start Raining Pickles?

POETRY
6:30 a.m. (Waking to Nothing)
Abnegation
Aftermath
A Larger Game
(A)live
Alone
(A)mused
Ashes
At the End
Auburn
Baa
Bad Impulse
Borderline
Bring Back My Innocence
Bushwacked
Busted
... by any other name
Capital P
Cold
Collected Opposites
Daddy
Dubious Quality
Elysian Fields
Fear
Floating
The Fool of All Eternity
[for autumn spectral]
Frankly
Friendship
Funhouse
The Great Race
Holocaust
I Lie Tranquil in Your Soft Embrace
I'm the One
In a World Filled with Pain
[I think]
It's All the Rage
... It's the Thought That Counts
Ken
Letter Home
Mean Accommodations
Memories
My Pet
Pantoum for the Corruption of Paradise
Pay No Attention to the Man Behind the Curtain
Play Again?
Please
Professor
Ravenous
The Right and Wrongs
Sanctuary
Self-Medicating
Solitary
Something Wicked This Way Comes
"Stop that, you'll go blind!"
Suffering
The Backstroke
The Rain
The Terminal
The Trees
Villain L—
Wet
White Dove
Who Am I Kidding?
(W)hole
Why

Various Short Poems
Finished Couplet
I
'Lone
Mask
My Dove
Paradise
Speaking with the Dead
The Fate of Humanity
Transcendence
White
You Self-Righteous Fuck

The Dragon Series
The Dragon
The Final Betrayal
The Rebirth of a Failure
Et Tu?

LINKS
gay love stories ... (details)
nifty stories archive
archerland
billy bunny
bleeding hearts
carrots and celery
comicality's shack out back
crvboy
dabeagle's doghouse
dewey's place
dom luka

drake tales
driver
frank aiden ryan
the ice zone
IOMFATS's stories
julien gregg
lonely ocean
roman genesis
the sanitorium
storm nation

gay community and support ... (details)
the advocate
gay.com
the gay male body
mogenic
outminds
planet out
the mail crew
the trevor project
young gay america
comics ... (details)
applegeeks
ctrl+alt+del
copper
ice box
joe phillips
lore brand comics
megatokyo
ozzy and millie
penny arcade!
phd
powerpuff girls doujinshi

pvp
real life
red meat
sinfest
something positive
squirrelworks
vg cats
computer interests ... (details)
apple
macaddict
mac central
mac os rumors
ambrosia software
bioware corp
blizzard entertainment
music interests ... (details)
moby
queen
yes
bands of america
drum corps international
assorted fun ... (details)
shockwave
the onion
the simpsons
tfn fan films
wil wheaton dot net
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
support these causes ... (details)
blue ribbon campaign
human rights campaign
matthew shepard foundation
scouting for all
pflag

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